seems happy 2 hear it rite..
the thing is...
im not dat happy to know dat its over..
i admit..the first thing dat comes into my mind the moment when i think 'it' is going to end was..
i felt OVERWHELMED!!!!!!!!
yeah im like
overwhelmed!!!!

but now...
thinking dat i hve to leave behind all those people ive loved...
makes me deeply,badly and totally hurt..
its not dat ive lost everything......no...FAMILIES FIRST rite??.
just ive gotta be separated the people dat hve gone through everything ever since 2009 until now..
to hard 4 me to swallow it.....
in fact...ive tried to swallow it..
but...thre it is...still thre...stuck in my throat...
unable to digest..
remembering..
all those pains and happiness dat we've gone through..
the hardships..
the the feeling of being "gay" together..
always makes me laugh and smile all the time..
the memories are the things dat makes me laugh all day...u know..well sometimes..:)
sorry if i ever hurt u guys with stupid jokes or annoying behaviors..
cuz im just being myself with u..
and i 'll always pray dat i cherish our moments together...
the moments which i wouldnt want to 4get...
the point is..
im just telling u dat..
u are the best thing ever happen in my life.....
we'll always pray for the best in our next meeting..which is (U KNOW WHEN:)...haha
and i hope our FRIENDSHIP LAST FOREVER.....
cuz u kow what they say...
BESTIES ALWAYS STAND BY UR SIDE...
love u guys and forever will....in sya ALLAH....:)
once again....