STALKER:P

okay...
why stalker??
why? why?
bcoz i,m actually one of 'em
is it wrong being LIKE stalker??
well, not like a total stalker though..
just find out where he's studying,living,age??
evrything's possible if u realize that we're living in the 21st century..
(21st is it??or 22nd??ok whatever..)
the thing is...i just like to stalk people...as in STALK..
but not the sme STALK as written in the oxford english-english dictionary..

STALK;to follow a person over a period of time in annoying and frightening way

okay...maybe the right word for my post is FINDING OUT??bcos..., i don't follow people..i don't knw if they do it on twitter..hahha....ok bck to the topic..
people who knew that i've been searchng info. bout this person often said to me..

"pity him"
"poor that guy"
why u said that??
"yeah..poor him since he was stalk by a freak like u..."
NO!!!!!!i'm not a freak!!!!!!i'm just trying to KNOW PEOPLE!!can't u see??it's 2 diffrent things..


"pity you"
"i'm sorry 4 u.."
and Y u said dat  2???
"of course...u r bzy trying 2 know him while he does'nt even knw u...oh..i mean NOTICED u..." 
SEE????does doing these thing really irritatng dat even a close person 2 me whose life nver been stalk said dat 2 me????

WHY, WHY??????
god please help me..i need some room 4 myself..
but i guess i can't really go on with this kinda hobby anymore bcoz my time nxt year is worth living by reading books since i've really big exam coming soon...really soon i see..
so...dat's it i think for now...
really hoped dat i could pour more of my feelings here..
but what 2 do..my task is waiting..
can't possibly doing multi-tasking which is writing and typing ey??
done 4 now...

ASSALAMUALAIKUM....:)
CHERISH EVERYTHING NOW WHILE U CAN YA!!

"i'm not stalking people.just peeking...:P"

Salam RAMADHAN

assalamualaikum....
lma dah aku x bkak blog ni..mmg lama gla la....x smpat nk ucap Salam Ramadhan dan Selamat Beramal...
hehehe...
skrng ni dh akhir rmdahn dah...
dan aku mseh blum mmpnyai ksedaran utk wat qiyam ka pa nk rebut mlm Lailatul Qadar..
rugi kn ???ntah la...aku tataw cmna nk kuatkn iman aku bgn tgh mlm wat qiyam..mmg pmalas thap pa la...
ad la ari 2 ni...aku dgr crmah...
pas2 ustaz ni tnya....
"knapa diwujudkan mlm LAILATUL QADAR ni kpada kita???"
and dia jwab...
"sebab ALLAH sayangkn makhlukNYA dan DIA kesian kt kta..."
DIA bg kta satu malm yg amln dia sma=1000 bln...sbb DIA taw...amln makhluk akhir zaman ni x ckup pun kuota nk msuk syurga...sibuk sgt ngn hal duniawi...ukhrawi,tinggl habes...
SAHABAT ak pernah kta...
kdng2 kta bca QURAN...
msa ALLAH firman.."wahai orng2 yng briman.."..
mst kta rsa cm kta la orng2 briman 2 kn?? pdahal kta ja yng prsan...x sdar dri..
cuba muhasabah blek..tnya diri sndiri..lyak ka kta msuk dlam kalangan orng2 briman yang ALLAH sebut dlm AL-QURAN 2...ntah2 kta trgolong dlm klgn orng2 fasik ka,mna taw...kan??
tpi kta ja prasan lbih...mntak mcm2 ngan ALLAH...tpi x bwat pun sruhan dia..x brmal pun dgn AL-QURAN...x ikut pun ajaran RASUL DIA...susah ja,bru igt ALLAH...x bleh jgak kn??
cmna nk jdi mukmin yang ALLAH sebut kan??
oleh 2....mmndngkn blan ramadhan pun dh nk smpai pnghujungnya...
jom sma2 kta muhasabh dri yng x sbrapa ni..ap baek dan buruk yng kta dah buat...
yng baek kta truskn...yng x baek kta ubah..wlau x spenuhnya.. per-lahan2,istiqamah...insyaALLAH... ALLAH tlong kta...usaha msti diirigi dgn doa kn??strusnya...brtawakal...:)sesungguh ALLAH sentiasa menolong hamba2NYA yng nk usaha nk capai CINTANYA...CINTA HAKIKI..insyaALLAH..

p/s:renungan bersma trmasuklah dri sya sndiri...

HE's always there 4 U

assalamualaikum...hello again:)

it's the mid year school holiday..yeah!!!!
actually dh lma pun start..cma bru nk rsa kgmbiraan..
whatever,...
i've actually promised dat i would share my xperience being in egypt rite..
not now but mybe dis week i will write about it...:)
smetimes i felt lonely and all...and i almost 4get that HE is alwys there 4 me...
help me Ya ALLAH..gve me sme strength 2 fce all the obtcles in life..

Thnk You ALLAH..:)

Tiring yet enjoying week:)

hello again!!
i just arrived from Egypt and i'm going to Johor tomorrow!!!
tiring rite??yup...dat's what i'm feeling rite now...
but then i hve so much fun with my trip to Egypt..
i really want 2 share with u guys about the trip but i'm rushing rite now...
i'll tell ya bout the trip the next holiday ok..?
hoping u guys won't get bored visiting my blog..
thnx for ure support....
looking 4ward for the next holiday.....

p/s: i've left my class 4 a week...wish me luck 2 cover up all the classes i'vd left..:P
     dear ALLAH...please help ure poor servant here...please let things goes
     smoothly for her..
     AMIN...:)ana uhibbuka fillah<3

Baju Melayu Hijau Serindit:)

okay...it's a name of a book..
a malay book...in english,the title might be smething like dis>>GREEN SERINDIT BAJU MELAYU
u might be wondering what is dis green serindit..>>okay..hijau serindit is sme kinda green..
as 4 the ~baju Melayu~ is the malaysian tradisional outfit..

front page:)

done with the books title...
dis book is about a girl~Wardah who's around 25 and has her own career and she felt dat her life's like a smooth sea dat hve never experience tsunami be4...then her smooth sea started to wave when her old mother started to nag her about when she's getting married saying that she's getting older..not younger...(supposely her daughter who actually should say dat:P)

in the other hnd...
the same thing happend to a late 20's guy~Firas who just broke up with her fiance..
his mother wantd to matchmake him back with his ex-fiance when he realize dat he has no feelings 4 her anymore...and he knew dat his ex-fiance feels the same way 2...

see....Wardah and Firas were in the sme circumstance..
and that' when the fate started to bring them together...:)

dis book proves dat wherever u go,if he/she is u're fate...then..they're your's and u hve to accept it:)
and finally they're tgether....SWEET KAN????

dreams and longing.....

here we go again...
problems are everywhere right..
i've heard people said dat humans without problems are nuts..
okay...how bout people with too much problems?????
argh!!!!i'm going nuts with those probs....

when u try to forget smething dat irritates u...but u can't..
instead those things keep running through u're mind..
frustrating rite?????[yeah i feel the same 2....don't mention it...]huhuhhu....

so...to avoid these things...i'll give some tips to overcome things dat irritates ure mind...

1.as 4 muslims...u may recite the HOLY QURAN...it helps...A LOT.....:)
2.do things dat u love the most...[sleeping mybe:)]
3.turn on the music as loud as u can until u damage u're own eardrum...[kidding bout the eardrum]
4.writing those in u're diary or blog...:P
5.crying..[smetimes crying mkes me feel relief cause it makes me feel at ease even i didn't tell anyone about my problems...]

dat's it i think....but if it doesn't work...
i advice u to meet a counselor...hehehe....LIVELIFE TO THE FULLEST...[WHILE U CAN]

Yup...still looking 4 sme peace of mind:)

MUHASABAH seketika...:)

belajar DIAM dari banyaknya BERBICARA,


belajar SABAR dari sebuah KEMARAHAN,


belajar KESUSAHAN dari hidup SENANG,


belajar MENANGIS dari satu KEBAHAGIAAN,


belajar KEIKHLASan dari KEPEDIHAN, 


belajar TAWAKKAL dari UJIAN belajar REDHA dari satu KETENTUAN....

Live life 2 the fullest!

okay>>>hi there...:)
it has been a long time that i hven't update my blog...yup...maybe i'm not as bzy as a bee..
but my packed daily scheduled had enough making me tired....hahaha{packed la sgt..:P)

it's just 2 weeks of school and i'm already exhausted with all the hmeworks and classes...
i wonder if i could just be any of the characters in the book that easily holds a Bachelor of Accounting degree...
huhuhu....can it really happen 2 me???but not accounting..medic maybe???:)

i've learn some lesson recently that it is not aesy 2 be success in life...huhu...life's full of challenges huh??
agree....but 2 be honest ..the part that we should enjoy most is when we're studying rite???
we don't need 2 think about anything...but 2 only focus on studies...

about money,we've got our parents and scholarship 2 hndle it...rite???

just imagine when we're all grwn up and we hve start to hve our own jobs and family...
we hve to think about our office work that are endless...house chores...husband??and perhaps children...
just can't imagine hw chaotic life might be at that tyme rite???

so...enjoy u're life while u can....study!!and repay your parents with your success 2 what the hve done 4 u until now....:)

LIVE LIFE 2 THE FULLEST........anonymous:)