in the midnight fog

It was a dark night
There she is.
Crouching.
In the midst of the thin fog
Late midnight

Sudden sound of footsteps approaching

the smell of blood

the sound of hunger

a mind hunted by fear

the shadow of hungry predators 

they hve nver stop hunting

she stayed there quietly

silently

but then..

the footstep are drawing nearer

until she saw...

A GHOUL!

and its a ghoullll!!!!

o my godddd!!!!

im gonna die by this ghoul hands..

she took a few steps backwardss..

and then she..

ehhhh..

waittt...

im a ghoul toooo!!!
hahahahahahahahhahahah...

gotcha!

niku! niku! niku! GOTCHA!

better get my kagune ready for next battle

lets eat some human meat! >.<  >.<

#ismellniku!

PONDERING

Sweet lovey dovey love story really does not exist in dis world rite?

among humans is what i mean

Have nothing to tell about dis days. Mybe some me time to ponder a few things in life.

1. Dont think about smething dats uncrtain. Always put all your effort and might. Nothing lasts forever u know.

2. Do not get carried away by the kdrama storyline that will NEVER EVER happen in life. Especially MINE of course!😆

3. Do not think too much about who is 4 u and which prince gonna be ure lucky guy. U sure his lucky?😌😌

4. Satan sure like interupting ure studies by making u think about thise unnecessary things.

5. Always keep ure mind and heart in remmbering ALLAH.HE knows whats best 4 u. 😚😚😚

6. Always held ure hopes high up cause HE's always watching and listens to all your prayers. Just wait 4 tge right time to come by.maybe just not now.

7. Never get tired of praying!

8. Ah! And dont fall for the anime guys Cuteness. Cause they r animesss! 4 goodness' sake ..😅😅😅

9. Cant really help the anime part. Liking them a bit is brings no harm rite.. ehehehee

10. Just be the good girl u are and remmber all the points above.

11. Finally!remmber who u r.

Oh and 1 more. ALWAYS COUNT URE BLESSINGS AND NOT URE FLAWS. Arasso?☺☺

S.P.I.L.L

halllluuu there

still wandering

does people still do this blogwalking thing

i hvent done it like forever

haha

kidding

suddenly i felt like spilling it all

u know whats best about blogwriting?

it is like writing a diary that was suppose to be read but somehow it wasnt read,

haha 

u know what i mean?

just act like it then even if u dont get it. i dont get myself either

u know theres this times in life whre i wish that if only i could only stop the time?

as if it was the moment in life that was worth dying for or something

whre i had wished i could cherish this feeling for the rest of my life

one thing u should know about life is that this short moments does not happen everyday nor every month nor every year

some may only felt it once in their lifetime

it is a very moment that very,which i mean very rarely occur in our lifes

well

thats the thing that makes life interesting aite?

i mean if we experience this pleasant feeling all the time, how will it be anymore special rite?

u get what im saying?

the thing is since this doesnt happen everyday nor every month nor every year like ive said so,

im sure we'll learn to appreciate things rite?

when u realize how much u treasure those times,

and when u realize u might not be able to feel the same way as you were,

then u'll know how this sayings applies

'when i see something even for the first time, i would see it as if it will be the last time i'll be seeing them'

same goes to our feelings

'if we ever felt something pleasant, cherished it as if u'll never feel it ' since we all dont know whats we'll be facing in the future 

am i rite?

so what im trying to say is, lets all learn to appreciate every moment in our lives without wasting it with resenting or hating someone thats not even worth hating for

life is short

we dont even have that much time to love and to be loved

why would we waste it by hating rite?

thats it.

live life to the fullest

i love u

15052015 / 0350

PrejudisKA?

assalamualaikum and slamat PAGI..
pg yea mmandangkn jam lptop nipun dah mnjejak ke angka 2.11 am...

bwat ap mlm buta ni tgk internet??
-stalk fb orng..
-update status...
-chatting x ingat dunia..
-tgk youtube...(snyum srang2 prsan cam heroin korea tu orng yng tgh tgk tu...)
-dan pelbgai lgi..
tu la rutin kta yng on9 ni....

smbil2 stalk fb orng...
jmpa la stu accaount yng rmai gla likers ngn tkang komen..
pastu ckap kt dri sndri..
' bajet hot gila dia ni...'
'sexy x ingat...'
'posing ngn laki ntah spa2.....'
'dosa pahala x igt dah..'
'steruk truk aku x dak la touching2 sna sni..."

ambek cermin....
tgk blek muka dri sndiri...nmpak cam byk sgt ka nur cahaya dkat muka???
buka hti.....tgk blek hti....hti x prnah bwat zina ka...even anggota x pernah touching??
aurat ttup pun x smpurna...cukup syrat ja....ttup kpala....ttup bdan....
klau smpurna....ALHAMDULILLAH..
tpi klau aurat dh smpurna tutup...
mulut dgn hti still bkak aib orng...sngka bruk dkat orng...
bwat pa???
rsa mcm dri ni dh bguih sgt...amal ibadat cukup ka nk msuk syurga...??
taw ka ap nilai hng dgn dia dmta ALLAH??
xtaw....
hng taw ka dia ap ad dlm hti dia??
xtaw...
hng taw ka klau dia solat cukup dripada hng...solat taubat hri2???
x taw...
hng taw ka klau dia dh brubah skrang ni???
xtaw....

semua ni ap yng ad dlam hati aku....
aku slalu prejudis dkat orng mcm tu..
tu la hakikat hidup aku......
pdahal aku pun lgi truk drpada depa..
kta xtaw kn...dkt mata ALLAH ntah2 kta lgi hina drpda orng2 yng kta kutuk....
wallahu'aklam...

aku nk nsihatkn dri aku...jgn prejudis dkat orng...
sbb kta semua sma...
cuma amaln ngn ibadah kta ja yng akn tntukn siapa kita di akhirat nnti...
mmg sbagai muslim...
kta x suka maksiat...
pgnglah moto..."hate the doings...not the doers..."
klau orng bwat slah...xkn kita nk tggai...
tgurla......sma la cam aku pun...
klau aku ad bwat slah....
tgur.....jgn biar aku trus dgelumang dosa dlam kejahilan.........

ikhlasdrihati + jujurdrijiwa = pringatanbuatdiri

#mencariredhahakiki..:)

DAEBAK!!

it has been a while....
im typing here just to share my feelings..
i just felt extremely xcited after ive finished wtching THAT WINTER THE WIND BLOWS...
cuz  it was one of the best korean drama ive ever watch....for me at least...:P

DAEBAK!!!!

seriously...if ure looking for feedbacks...
then trust me....
watch this drama...
it'll mke u cry ure eyes out...

im not exaggerating..
im just telling my opinion and shre it with u guys...

ITS OVER!!!!!

yeah...i know its over...
seems happy 2 hear it rite..
the thing is...
im not dat happy to know dat its over..
i admit..the first thing dat comes into my mind the moment when i think 'it' is going to end was..
i felt OVERWHELMED!!!!!!!!

yeah im like
overwhelmed!!!!


but now...
thinking dat i hve to leave behind all those people ive loved...
makes me deeply,badly and totally hurt..
its not dat ive lost everything......no...FAMILIES FIRST rite??.
just ive gotta be separated the people dat hve gone through everything ever since 2009 until now..
to hard 4 me to swallow it.....
in fact...ive tried to swallow it..
but...thre it is...still thre...stuck in my throat...
unable to digest..

remembering..
all those pains and happiness dat we've gone through..
the hardships..
the the feeling of being "gay" together..
always makes me laugh and smile all the time..
the memories are the things dat makes me laugh all day...u know..well sometimes..:)
sorry if i ever hurt u guys with stupid jokes or annoying behaviors..
cuz im just being myself with u..
and i 'll always pray dat i cherish our moments together...
the moments which i wouldnt want to 4get...

the point is..
im just telling u dat..
u are the best thing ever happen in my life.....
we'll always pray for the best in our next meeting..which is (U KNOW WHEN:)...haha
and i hope our FRIENDSHIP LAST FOREVER.....

cuz u kow what they say...
BESTIES ALWAYS STAND BY UR SIDE...
love u guys and forever will....in sya ALLAH....:)

once again....

THANX EMINENT 36 :) #akusynghmpasgt2

Me and DAD

So here is something I read and thought it was adorable:
 Jimmy walked up to his dad. Jimmy asks," Dad... how much money do you make per hour at work?"
Jimmy's dad replies," That is none of your buisness."
"Please."
".... I make 100 dollars."
"Daddy can I have 50 dollars?"
"IF YOU WANT TO BUY A STUPiD TOY THEN No!"
With his head facing the floor jimmy says,"that isn't what I want it for."
Jimmy's dad forks over 50 dollars.
Jimmy goes to his room.
Feeling bad jimmys dad goes to jimmys room to apoligize. His dad sees jimmy holding 50 dollars and getting another 50 dollars from his pillow.
"YOU ASKED ME FOR 50 BUCKS WHEN U ALREADY HAD SOME!!!"
" dad I would like to buy one hour of your time."
Jimmys dad starts to cry and hugs jimmy.
Repost this if you think this story is cute!

credit>Tina Siller